what I can conclude is
the best way to improve your english is
DON'T AFRAID MISTAKES
Just a simple post after a 4 days 3 nights outstation.
Undeniably, this really an eye - opening experience for me.
but hell, yeah I have been sent to Seremban for a 4 days training.
At the moment when my manager told me that I have to go outstation,
I was freaking shocked and I automatically show up my middle singer (under the table lah)
Hell, I don't even know all my colleague's name.
Even the one who fetch me to Seremban
I'm fucking frustrated
and I was like. hell. seriously? second day then go for outstation?
At that night,
I keep finding people to chat, to complain, to express how frustrated I am
Just
I just wanna have someone to listen, to support, to show their concern towards me
Not much
Just simple borrow your ear for a couple minute
At last
I have persuade and telling myself that
this will be an industrial exposure for you
and for your future
My working experience at Seremban was not so important
Just to express my feeling there
At the second day
After finish all my work
I was alone at the factory waiting my colleague come and fetch me
It's evening
and the loneliness was freaking strong
and I knew I was so homesick
thank data
which keep me contact with the world
and thank all the friends who online at that time
although her words make me more homesick
but yeah
she do really make me feel warm through her words
seriously
Heading back to the hostel
Inside the rectangular room,
there's only a mattress
Seriously, a mattress
and the place full of insect bodies
although I didn't have high expectations on it
but seriously, this make me more homesick
and at that moment
what I can do is just accept the truth
and try my best to adapt to the new environment
another people initiate my tears
and this is the first time
I burst out crying
crying like a baby
perhaps you may think I'm not berdikari
everything need a maid to help
but seriously
I don't think everyone can adapt to this environment
after chatting with the people
I feel very warm
seriously
Bath
Bath in a small toilet with cold water is actually not that bad
because the coldest thing in not the temperature
but human heart
My mum really touched me
on every bottles of fluid
she help me marked what is the uses of it
and I cry loudly in the bathroom
normally
I rarely talk with my dad
but yeah
during this 4 days 3 nights
he will call me before I slept
this is so warm
and I swear
I would love my family more than I can
I never wanted to stop, because I don’t want to start all over, start all over
In that night
In every night in Seremban
I have chat with a bunch of people
those I know and I don't know
Just to make sure that
I didn't think too much
I didn't think too much
and yeah
I have adapt to this feeling
this environment
after the first night
I freaking shocked
because I have a good slumber in this environment
One of my friend
after know my situation
automatic offer me to stay at his house
and this really mean so much to me
although both of us are not really close
and I'm only his 2 year coursemates
but he gave me this offer
seriously, fucking touched me
My manager ask me to add him in facebook
he is the one who comment on the first photo I posted in Seremban
I told two of them about this
and yeah
they wanna comment and scold my manager
and this action really make me laugh like hell
in the small little room
and I'm so touch with their action :P
Twitter seriously is another place for you to express all your sadness, madness and whatever
thank twitter
because you help me to grab back a friendship that I lost few years (?!) ago
hell yeah
and we chat
we laugh
we criticize each other
:D
4 days 3 nights
Whatapps, Twitter, Facebook Message, Text
Thank Iphone Thank 3G Thank Data
Without this
I will die in the small little room
I'm not sure whether I have miss something in KL
but seriously
this 4 days 3 nights really bright my life
I will remember
everyone one of you
who willing to show me their concern
who willing to chat with me
who willing to listen my complain
who willing to offer me a room
who willing to belanja me makan burger lab
who willing to chill me up when I'm down
who willing to automatic concern about me everyday
who willing to help me scold my boss
etc
:)
You guys seriously AWESOME
‘Cuz in the daylight, we’ll be on our own
But, tonight I need to hold you so close
We will only see each other in daylight?
where you all be when the sky turn dark
